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- <title>
- Nov. 21, 1994: Books:Hard Facts
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- <history>
- TIME--The Weekly Newsmagazine--1994
- Nov. 21, 1994 G.O.P. Stampede
- </history>
- <article>
- <source>Time Magazine</source>
- <hdr>
- ARTS & MEDIA/BOOKS, Page 121
- Hard Facts
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- <body>
- <p> Doris Lessing writes a blunt, unapologetic autobiography
- </p>
- <p>By Martha Duffy
- </p>
- <p> At 75, novelist Doris Lessing is publishing the first volume
- of her autobiography. Already she is skeptical. "Were I to write
- it aged 85, how different would it be?" That's Lessing--always
- doubting, exacting, comparing. Under My Skin (HarperCollins;
- 419 pages; $25) is not so much a recollection of her early life
- in Southern Rhodesia as a dissection of it. Remote styles of
- life--in a colonial outpost at the end of the British regime
- in Africa, with its hopeless yearnings and longings, and in
- communist circles of the 1930s, with their blithe and heartless
- dreams of a brave new world--come under a moral microscope.
- How legitimate were people's experiences? How well have youthful
- agendas held up?
- </p>
- <p> Lessing, best known for The Golden Notebook and the semi-autobiographical
- series The Children of Violence, was born in Persia of British
- parents. Her mother was a nurse, her father a World War I amputee
- who gained more his wife's pity than her love. Doris was called
- Tigger after the Winnie-the-Pooh character--the whole family
- had A.A. Milne nicknames--because she was a "healthy bouncy
- beast." When she was five, the family moved to Southern Rhodesia,
- hearts set on the wealth to be had in farming and mining. But
- a crippled man could hardly tame the bush; living was rough
- and laborious.
- </p>
- <p> The chapters on childhood are marvelously, sometimes frighteningly,
- detailed. Both parents had all their teeth out before leaving
- for Africa. It was considered a sort of prophylactic, but one
- that subjected them to a lifetime of discomfort. Tigger sewed,
- cooked, tended to animals routinely: there is a wonderfully
- precise description of how to sit a hen and how to candle an
- egg. The remnant of civilized life that every woman sought was
- a bolt of Liberty fabric. Lessing apparently has a formidable
- sense of smell. Before easy dry cleaning, everybody's clothes
- smelled bad. Nuns--she attended a convent school for a while--smelled even worse.
- </p>
- <p> She fled the farm in her teens; her savage rivalry with her
- mother was exhausting both of them. The elder woman resented
- the daughter's opportunities; the younger saw in her mother
- a stoicism she could never match. As a gutsy, pretty newcomer
- in the city of Salisbury, she fell in with young leftists and
- joined the Communists. These chapters make a scathing account
- of party delusions. "We despised anybody who did not believe
- in the Revolution," she writes, even doubting that she would
- demur if asked to go out and kill.
- </p>
- <p> Salisbury social life was very lax. Lessing married the scion
- of a respectable family whom she did not love and produced two
- children. She walked out on that fledgling family to marry a
- Communist, Gottfried Lessing, with whom she had another child.
- Everyone drank, smoked and caroused. During her pregnancy by
- Lessing, she felt the need of an affair and nailed her man at
- once, a dedicated womanizer. By the end of the book she has
- moved to London with only the youngest child. (Though she saw
- Lessing when he too came to England, the relationship was over.)
- These facts are set out baldly and without apology. Like many
- artists, Lessing had a firm loyalty to what she considered her
- destiny. Human concerns came in a distant second.
- </p>
- <p> Throughout the narrative Lessing measures her experiences against
- what would probably have happened if they had occurred later
- on, and provides a guide to corresponding episodes in her fiction.
- Set down in blunt, fluent prose, it is the same mix of the practical
- and the speculative that marks all her writing. And, alas, the
- same lack of humor. But if that is a flaw, it also ensures the
- author's total engagement with any subject she tackles. That
- is what one reads Doris Lessing for: unsparing clarity and frankness.
- </p>
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